Our Game History (circa 1984)

  • Description: Through the 1980's we played what was then called, "The All's Clear Game" through a Playshop process developed, with many hundreds of people. Through many years, this process evolved into X the GAME. We continued to explore many communities and had tremendously valuable meetings with remarkable Beings. Each encouraged us to work on ourselves, in many different ways. This allowed us the space and time to refine our understanding of this great game of life and how we can best serve.


The "Our Game History (circa 1984)" (6 Intentions)

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
i would like to get some clarity on whether or not i should go to santa cruz to be with jai and participate in the project or go home to albuquerque today.
santa cruz is my past... and this pattern of creating complexity and complication around simple things is a behavoir that is from the past. one i would like to cease doing. this card is simultaneoulsy insightful and confusing to me.
16 Connections
2010-07-27
j
j
this is the only card of jai and shanti in the db...shot in s cruz... during a workshop. seems like obvious reflection....
you need this experience to go next level...+ed !!!

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
it does, but i still feel this weird pressure in my chest like i am "forcing" santa cruz. trying to rationalize going.
oh my gosh, look! i got the stop card again. i find this amazing. again, stop what...there are many things i am trying to unravel...doing my best to get back to a blank canvas.

2010-07-27
j
j
stop freaking out... or stop from going is your choice...
come and regenerate...this is a cloud 9 sponsored card..

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
stop what?
oh, my goodness, this card is loaded for me! it represents my inner gift. it represents focus and vision. it represents an extension of my psyche. but in relation to the stop card i am not sure the connection...

2010-07-27
j
j
i challenge you to use your team...kids to find aligent.
plused again... is it the season? what do you want for your family... a time for...

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
the last "season" card immediately makes me reflect on this "forcing" feeling i have. that i am pushing things in a direction my intellect prefers because i can make it make sense. but maybe i need to let go of my mind-will and feel my heart-will.
wow...i got relate on a relate card. relate to....fish just "be". they gently swim around in their silent environment, just being and experiencing each second one at a time.this could relate to your flotation haven, or to my need to be totally present, or for me to be there for christopher in some way, as his wish is that we come home....i can feel some of the anxiety loosening in my chest now...

2010-07-27
j
j
see card description for further insight....
find balance...

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
i would like clarity on the relate card (fish)...what do i need to understand or have insight about regarding my anxiety ball in my chest. how do i unravel it?
really??? fire crossing? is this some type of danger warning? i'm getting warmer in understanding where the anxiety is coming from? any insight jai?

2010-07-27
j
j
breathe.... for a few moments...
breath = soul = soul expression

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
this relate is connected to the scales card. finding balance. that is such a huge part of my process. how do i find balance? i did not see this card before i pulled my last fire x-ing challenge card. but the scales/balancing card does resonate with my desire to do the highest thing from the highest place with the highest intention. i find it interesting that i still do not have clarity in making a decision. for me the cards are encouraging me to come to santa cruz, while my "feeling" is still indicating that maybe i should do to abq.

2010-07-27
j
j
challenge to understand if working together is now
i will slow down and listen

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
what i get out of this is that i need to slow down and trust that everything happens in perfect timing as it should...even if our intellect has a different agenda, sometimes we need to trust that the picture is bigger than what we can see. practice being unattached and let our highest intentions show up and guide us. the outside does not always reflect the inside...

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
abq

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
santa cruz (now)

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
relate to abq

2010-07-27
carolagracen
carolagracen
relate to sc

Relate
Challenge
2010-05-24
1735
1735
to make the best choice with regards to donating sperm to tara.
how i would make this decision in the past is to seek advice from very close friends.
3 Connections
2010-05-24
1735
1735
when i am unsure about something i would reach out to maisy
i have the tools to be creative in making this decision.

2010-05-24
1735
1735
how does creativity play out with this intention?
i need to be prepared, and do the research that will allow me to gain a feeling of safety and offers protection for myself.

2010-07-27
j
j
seat belt = car and also all is about to take off, light speed.......z
with beauty unfolding..

Relate
Challenge
2010-05-08
j
j
newsletter revamp and distribution.
bridge the past and future.
Relate
Challenge
2007-11-10
hershey7
hershey7
"and may we get much relaxation... and remind each other to remain relaxed no matter what the situation... relate from jai. this will be a skill that jai and shanti can teach me - relaxation during intense activity - i am a willing student.
i thought that i had balance during past times, but have begun to realize that i didn't truly understand the concept. you both will be my teachers!
Relate
Challenge
2007-07-13

exercise minimum 20 mins per day, bounce, walk, swim or other.
even back then, i was not *consistant* in doing exercise yet at that time, i had a dog and did walk the dog regularly in the park in wv.
Relate
Challenge
2007-07-09
Leonardo
Leonardo
i want to get the support that i need to succeed.
i have a history of finding support within. i would like to reach out and make alliances to find this support in my community as well.
Relate
Challenge